[diamond-optic]

lol i really shouldnt tell you this for i know i'll probably take shit for it lol..

but anyways..

assembly of dust was on.. sorta finishing up.. (then martin sexton came on) and this girl kinda fell into me, cuase she was wasted.. so i kinda helped her back up.. then she kept like losing her balance.. at one point she grabbed onto my pants to keep herself up or something.. i didnt think nothing of it.. then she got in front of me and started dancing with her ass all up against me.. so whatever lol im ok with that right... then she starts reaching around behind herself and grabbing onto my pants... then she grabs my hand with her other hand.. so were kinda doing that.. lol then she starts grabbing onto my dick thru my pants.. ok thats pretty nice lol.. so that goes on for like a song or two.. wasnt really paying attn to the music at that point.. then at one point.. she turns around and just looks at me.. then squats down and starts undoing my pants..

and get this...






i stop her..

so she trys again...





i stop her..


this goes on like 5 or 6 times...

it took me like 30seconds to realize what i had just done.. so i was kinda pissed at myself.. but at the same time i wasnt.. idk.. i was pretty sober (as in only stoned cuase i dont drink and i didnt do any psychedelics that night) and it just didnt seem to appealing... i mean im not saying she wasnt.. she was alright.. but it just seemed pointless.. and as gay as this might sound lol.. im dont really have much interest in pointless shit like that... we didnt even say a word to each other at all... lol im not that easy! lmao you at least gotta say 1 word to me 1st

but the whole thing was real strange lol.. it was like a few feet from the stage

but just crazy what i did lmao..